Wed. again

Hi. Well it's Wed. again and the store is again open after my "weekend". Hope you all had a nice Valentines day... that love of any kind was spread around and received. Receiving love is sometimes difficult to do. Received love can be the nuzzle of a kitten or the thanks of a homeless person you bought tea for just because the night was cold. And the love you gave along with the tea was received. I went out to dinner with Jub-Jub, my hubby. Thanks for the roses darlin'. And a beautiful full moon was high in the sky, what a gift. I had a dificult night though as I woke up at the 4:00 witching hour, and lay awake, and had a bit of a panic attack. Why panic when you are safe in bed warm and cozy? Well I have tinnitis which is a constant shrill noise in my head. It is actually the sound of your brain, and maybe you have all have had brief episodes where you hear a shrill noise and then it stops or fades away (is'nt the human body a wonder?). Well, mine never stops and when I wake up in the quiet of the night it is very loud. And I sometimes panic. It can be tough to get back to sleep again and then it's made worse if you are sleep deprived. So a big shout- out to all my tinnitis brothers and sisters out there. I love you all and I understand, yes, I do understand. On another note just to sound like your crazy auntie giving out advice, please my little peaches, protect your hearing at all costs. Wear ear-plugs to loud movies, gigs, around machinery, airplanes , equipment, well you get my drift. Dont do what I did which was blow out my eardrum when I had a wicked head-cold by blowing my nose too hard in the middle of the night. I will bid you a fond good-bye for now. Back to work for I must cut up more woolies today to make more pretty sweaters for you. Kitten nuzzles and peaceful sleep to you all... Michelle